This was my FaceBook status a few days ago…..
2 years ago, the neurologist placed my son in the middle of the
autism spectrum and yesterday, the same neurologist, said if he did not
know any better he would say that my son does not have ASD as his
symptoms are going away….
I received 30 likes and over 20 comments on this. I am so grateful
that people took the time out to say some nice encouraging words for my
son. It means a lot and is very much appreciated. For everyone that
wished us well, a few seconds out of your day sending words of
encouragement gives people more hope. We realize that we are all in this
together.
My son was diagnosed with autism on August 9, 2011. This was a few
weeks after his third birthday. He was going in for his yearly check up
but this time I just knew something…..

You see, at the time I was taking my Teaching the Exceptional Child
course for my B.S. and we were focusing on Autism Spectrum Disorders. As
I was learning the signs and symptoms I realized that my son was a
match for nearly all of them. He was not talking. He may have said a few
words here and there but that was it. He would have to hold onto toys
and would get anxiety if one happened to fall out of his hands. He was
afraid of loud noises and would cover his ears. Actually, my husband and
I used to think he was deaf because he would not respond to us calling
his name. I would literally scream out his name and he would not even
budge. He would line up toys and other objects…I thought this was so
cute being this was our first child and we just had no idea. He would
play with toys but in some sort of way that did not seem natural, but
yet again I just thought that was okay. He never really waved bye bye
and when he did he would have his hands towards himself, as if he was
saying bye bye to himself. I loved that so much, my baby saying bye bye.
I did not know but as I was studying, I gained the knowledge I needed
to bring my questions and diagnosis to the doctor.
Oh yeah, this too – he would run back and forth and would not stop,
at the same time he was flapping his hands. I still did not know but all
of this was coming back to me when I was studying ASD and it triggered
my memory. I love my son so much and everyone would ask why he did not
talk and that he should be talking and I just thought it is because he
is bilingual and it just takes longer for children with two languages to
process the information. In the back of my mind I would ask myself why
isn’t my son talking. Here I see children younger than he is talking in
complete sentences. That is my baby boy and I love him, he will talk.
So my son is not talking yet and when he wants something he will just
point- only sometimes. Usually, he would just grab my hand and utter
some sounds as I would see what he needed. Usually it was a snack, kids
love snacks and boy did I know he wanted that cookie because that smile
was worth a thousand words even though he could not tell me.
He would grasp little things and hold onto them with intensity. I
just looked at him in awe. I love my son and look how engrossed he is
with a tiny button, pen cap, a part to a toy- whatever it was, no matter
how tiny, he was focused and wanted it. He had to hold it. That thing
needed to be in his hands and if he lost it, he would have anxiety that
was until we could find it again..
So, he was not hitting benchmarks and he could not hold a fork or
spoon properly to feed himself but that is my son and I so love him. By
the way, he said birthday cake after seeing a decoration at his party, I
was amazed. That cute little pause between those words..amazing. I felt
so proud of my boy. He would hum really loudly for more than 30 seconds
at a time sometimes and he would run and spin in circles. He was not
afraid of danger or falling.
Going back to August 9, 2011, my father in law and I brought him to the doctor and that is when……
(please stay tuned for part 2)